The updates on baby and me.

So this pregnancy has been difficult. I can tell you that maybe it is not as bad as some pregnancies but I would give anything if it was just like when I was pregnant with Kailey.... cause right now I am fed up with it.

The baby whom we haven't picked out a name for is causing my hormones to be in HORRID overdrive... lol... I am running random fevers, having nipple pain, and now I may have diabetes on top of it.

I have only gained 12 pounds... but I need to lose 20 to honestly be in a healthy pregnancy. I am going on Friday 16th for a 4-hour fasting blood test to confirm if I have the Gestational Diabetes after my 1-hour turned out badly this week.

I am trying to be positive, but I am obese, tired, achy and just down right miserable with 2 1/2 months left in this pregnancy. I am embarrassed about my weight I feel like a bloated cow. I am going to start walking... I am seeing a chiropractor now and I plan on trying to pass up lots of carbs from here on out. I want my daughter to be smart and they claim that the fattier the foods the smarter the healthier the brain.

We are having a baby shower next Thursday here at my work for me. I am excited cause I need EVERYTHING, had I for seen the future we would have tried to store all of Kailey's Items and just not had to NEED anything but diapers and formula. Lol Kailey is Almost 6-years-old though I honestly didn't think we would have anymore but I am pregnant with #2 and already want there to be a #3! I am awful I keep thinking if she were a boy maybe I wouldn't want a 3rd so bad! My luck we would go ahead for #3 and it would be another girl! lol. I just wouldn't tell anyone until after we found out what we were having that I was pregnant with #3 cause a lot of people I feel Jinxed us claiming "oh its a boy for this symptom" and saying "well maybe it will be a boy" or that they knew for a fact "its a boy" lol. I am sort of superstitious like that you just don't make predictions or anything cause it just gets your hopes up. Of course we wanted a boy and after a while I made it known that is what we wanted... but still.

The worse part is that Buddy isn't helping out with the name picking except rejecting all the names I do pick and not coming up with any to help out... it says "its just a name" . Yes a name our kid will be stuck with for the rest of her life! Well that is it for now. I am going to sign off and try to remember to update more often but I am super exhausted and I need more sleep!