Yeah so I am not the best BLOGGER lol. Things have been up and down since I have gone back to work. Having a new baby, a 6-year-old and a full time job is a bit overwhelming. I miss emma, she is awake in the mornings when I leave for work most of the time so I get to see her little smile and cute face.
I miss everything during the day... as I am at work, when I get home at night Kailey has home work, everyone wants me to fix them something to eat, there are dishes and laundry and I get to spend little time with emma then. I feel so neglectful. lol.
I wish that there was some way to make the days longer. I wish an hour was like 3 hours so that it would take less than an hour to cook dinner do dishes and laundry and then I would have the rest of the night just to cuddle my baby and love on her.
Well this is a short entry I promise not to make my next entry so long from now, and to make it a bit more lengthy with better information on how life is going. I hope that everyone who reads this is doing well. I am tired all the time but I know I will get a handle on life the harder I try.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Friday, January 13, 2012
1-13-2012
So today was Kaileys Birthday, her party is tomorrow. I am super excited for her. She did not have school today because of snow....Kind of a birthday present from God lol. I got up late as usual had to throw on some clothes and get her to the Dentist.
Dentist appointment went great, so we grabbed some breakfast and ran home cause I had less than an hour to go to my hair appointment. I got to Tammy's and got my hair done had a great converstion with Tammy, very good person she now has a special place in my heart.
My hair looks great
Dentist appointment went great, so we grabbed some breakfast and ran home cause I had less than an hour to go to my hair appointment. I got to Tammy's and got my hair done had a great converstion with Tammy, very good person she now has a special place in my heart.
My hair looks great
It is shorter in the front and longer in the back
Emma stayed at home with daddy and Kailey. I missed her a lot. She was awake the whole time I was out doing errands for Kailey's Big birthday Bash tomorrow.
I got almost everything in order for tomorrow but there are still some last minute items I have to grab because there is going to be a huge turn out this year almost 50 people that is more than I have ever had at any event I have ever planned lol. It is going to be great but in light of the awesome turnout I have to go buy some cupcakes cause the Cake queet is making for Kailey more than likely wont be big enough for that many people. We are thankful for queet she is a great friend and without her we would have spent a bunch more for a cake she is the bestest.
Kailey is going to have school friends, family, and outside of school friends all in one place. She is going to have a ball. i am going to get in a bathing suit and actually get in the pool. Buddy said he is going to come for a bit then take Emma home with him... so people will get to see Emma.
So sad news, Kailey's Bunny froze to death last night. After all the snow came down I went out and made sure she had plenty of food and water, she was fine. This afternoon when Kailey went out to play while I was gone she went to check on her and she was dead. Now the bunny had plenty of shelter from the elements her cage was almost fully covered in plastic to keep the wind off of her and yet she still did not live...NOW that is cold. It was sad Kailey was grief stricken and cried to buddy about it.
Well that is it for now. I hope everyone enjoys my ongoing ramblings about nothing much and everything all at the same time ;-)
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
Kailey's 6th Birthday
So on Friday January the 13th my first born will be 6-years-old. I am excited and sad at the same time. I am giving her something I never had as a kid. I am going to throw her a summer birthday party in winter :-) There will be a pool party at the local Lenoir City pool. We are excited. She will get to go swimming with her friends and have a supper fun time at the pool while indoors and warm. I hope that I can pull it all off on my own with Emma and Kailey.
I hope we have some great fun there is a lot of stuff that I could never do when I was a kid my birthday is in December and there werent Indoor pools and stuff so by the time I was in the 5th grade we just stopped having birthday parties. It is sad but it would either be raining, snowing, or just freezing cold.
I can't believe my first born is 6. It was just yesterday we were dealing with colic and trying to survive it. I am happy we are over the colic but sad because it feels like next week she will be driving. This is not a super exciting post but I had to post something.
Thanks for all my readers I enjoy writing in my blog so that people can somewhat peek into my life outside of work and facebook.
A look back :-)
I hope we have some great fun there is a lot of stuff that I could never do when I was a kid my birthday is in December and there werent Indoor pools and stuff so by the time I was in the 5th grade we just stopped having birthday parties. It is sad but it would either be raining, snowing, or just freezing cold.
I can't believe my first born is 6. It was just yesterday we were dealing with colic and trying to survive it. I am happy we are over the colic but sad because it feels like next week she will be driving. This is not a super exciting post but I had to post something.
Thanks for all my readers I enjoy writing in my blog so that people can somewhat peek into my life outside of work and facebook.
A look back :-)
And now
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Baby Emma at 7-weeks-old
So Emma is a great joy to have, very thankful for her. Kailey is a great big sister. She is a big help, she even throws away diapers for me. I love that kid. But in recent days Kailey has become a big liar. My mother has put it in her head that telling lies is an OK thing. Not in my house. It is making buddy mad.
This morning when I arrived back home from the doctor he asked her if she had touched his PS3 controllers cause they weren't on the charger. When she said no he asked if I had touched them. I said no. Then he kept asking her and she kept saying no. So she was sent to her room for lieing. I know little kids lie, and especially if they think they are going to get in trouble. She told me she did she was going to try to play a game but I think she thought she would have gotten into more trouble if she had said yes.
I got yelled at, because buddy thought that I may be lieing about touching the PS3 controler. I think that is just childish it is a playstation not a personal phone or something private. I am not sure why it was that big of a deal. He told me he was double checking just in case he was punishing kailey for no reason.
She was not being punished for the PS3 controller but for the fact that she lied. She lied for my mother about seeing Gina at walmart and I am not sure if she lied about my mother saying anything to her or not. My mom likes to act childish sometimes. She and Gina arent getting along and Gina says mom cussed at her while she was in the wal-mart. I wouldn't really care if she didn't have Kailey with her, luckly Emma was at home.
Buddy is hell bent my mother not watch our girls anymore. We are just wanting Kailey to follow the rules and know the limits. My mother doesn't follow the rules or know the limits.
Back to Emma. Emma is getting to be a big girl. She is almost 2 months old. She is making noises now, and is just about the sweetest baby ever. She isn't fussy. She even let me sleep last night :-). I woke up this morning thinking something was wrong cause normally she has me up at 5 am but at 6 am she was sleeping soundly. She went to bed about 11:30 and was up with me at 6:30. Kailey didnt have school today so I just got on up and got ready cause I had a doc appointment.
I went to my OBGYN. He told me there was medicine he could give me if my milk starts to go away.. which I have had horrible problems with my milk. It is either good... which today it was not... I didn't pump for 6 hours I got up at 6 am and pumped and got about 2 ounces and then I pumped again at noon when I got back from the doctor and I only got an ounce.
It is really frustrating and I am worried that if I wait to long there wont be anything to get it back. it will just be gone :-(. Since I do not get wic, buddy is laid off, and I am going back to work in 2 weeks I need to make more milk so that Emma wont have to be on formula. It is ok that she have formula but formula is horribly expensive.
Breast milk will make her really fat... but I would rather have free fatty milk over no milk and no money....
Well just thought I would update a bit. I know I don't blog much but I have had my hands full.
This morning when I arrived back home from the doctor he asked her if she had touched his PS3 controllers cause they weren't on the charger. When she said no he asked if I had touched them. I said no. Then he kept asking her and she kept saying no. So she was sent to her room for lieing. I know little kids lie, and especially if they think they are going to get in trouble. She told me she did she was going to try to play a game but I think she thought she would have gotten into more trouble if she had said yes.
I got yelled at, because buddy thought that I may be lieing about touching the PS3 controler. I think that is just childish it is a playstation not a personal phone or something private. I am not sure why it was that big of a deal. He told me he was double checking just in case he was punishing kailey for no reason.
She was not being punished for the PS3 controller but for the fact that she lied. She lied for my mother about seeing Gina at walmart and I am not sure if she lied about my mother saying anything to her or not. My mom likes to act childish sometimes. She and Gina arent getting along and Gina says mom cussed at her while she was in the wal-mart. I wouldn't really care if she didn't have Kailey with her, luckly Emma was at home.
Buddy is hell bent my mother not watch our girls anymore. We are just wanting Kailey to follow the rules and know the limits. My mother doesn't follow the rules or know the limits.
Back to Emma. Emma is getting to be a big girl. She is almost 2 months old. She is making noises now, and is just about the sweetest baby ever. She isn't fussy. She even let me sleep last night :-). I woke up this morning thinking something was wrong cause normally she has me up at 5 am but at 6 am she was sleeping soundly. She went to bed about 11:30 and was up with me at 6:30. Kailey didnt have school today so I just got on up and got ready cause I had a doc appointment.
I went to my OBGYN. He told me there was medicine he could give me if my milk starts to go away.. which I have had horrible problems with my milk. It is either good... which today it was not... I didn't pump for 6 hours I got up at 6 am and pumped and got about 2 ounces and then I pumped again at noon when I got back from the doctor and I only got an ounce.
It is really frustrating and I am worried that if I wait to long there wont be anything to get it back. it will just be gone :-(. Since I do not get wic, buddy is laid off, and I am going back to work in 2 weeks I need to make more milk so that Emma wont have to be on formula. It is ok that she have formula but formula is horribly expensive.
Breast milk will make her really fat... but I would rather have free fatty milk over no milk and no money....
Well just thought I would update a bit. I know I don't blog much but I have had my hands full.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Christmas and visiting the family
So here is a video of Emma at 3-weeks-old
Well we did not get any video of the kids at christmas... but we got lots of pictures so here you go and you can enjoy them all
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| Popa (Buddy's grandfather) and Kailey |
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| Uncle James (buddy's brother) and Kailey |
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