My life these days has be come a tad bit simpler. Yes, Simpler. I am now 33, my children are 12 and 6 years old. Our friend Jeff passed away in January, he was always a great guy, with good intentions but he got me into trouble a lot. I have a husband who thinks that everything in our life should be a secret. I am not sure why. That's right I wasn't married the last time I blogged but we got married finally. My biggest regret is not having a wedding, since this is my first and last marriage.
I am laid off work right now. We are going to just stick out the lay off and I am going to hang out with my children. For once in my life I do not have a job. I have been working since I was 15. I miss my friends from work and have been trying to get work done here at my house.
We have a bad bathroom, a Bathroom that needs to be finished, a lot of bad floors that need to be fixed so my job has been to wrangle children, the lawn, clear a lot, and try to hire someone to tackle this mess here at home called home repair.
My girls have gotten soo big. My house is constantly shrinking, I need a larger house. My husband now speaks of having one more child, but having my children 6 years apart just seems like a super big mistake. My 12 year old is way to mean to my 6 year old and it feels just awful she has no one to play with.
Our dog Daisy passed away, our cat Miss kitty passed also. Kailey cried for days, both were super old so we were expecting it. We have been just beating the storm, chilling out here at home. We hope for the best for our little family, and really hope one day to afford a decent sized house and enjoy our life while it lasts. I will try to start doing this better but I know I let it go for 4 years. Lets hope that today is the beginning of a new phase.
