The weekend came, and boy was I thankful. I planned on making it a weekend of cleaning, just taking my time and not wearing myself out. So it is now Monday and I wore myself out and didn't hardly get anything done but causing more tension between buddy and I lol.
The house is over baringly cluttered. The spare room is the room that has all his personal stuff it in. Kailey has a play room and a bed room for all her personal and play items. Me I just got some tubs in a closet that have what little I own in them.
My storage building has been taken over by many manly things, I feel like everything that once was Amanda is now everyone else's and I have given up everything and have nothing of my own. I can't even go to the bathroom by myself lol.
We wanted to move to a bigger house, but we didn't get the house we wanted now we are just kind of bummed out and waiting for something else! Buddy has to give up his storage room where he keeps all his Nascar, football ects.... items, which would not have happened if we had gotten the bigger house.
We just found out about the house over the weekend. So I continued to try to declutter this house.. which means more of my stuff must got! It is hard because it depresses me cause I don't honestly have anything and most of the stuff I do have is temporary stuff, which means it gets thrown away after awhile or it is re gifted to someone else. I just have no where to put anything.
Heck there isn't even room in my house for dishes!!! Why couldn't we have gotten the new house? I keep telling myself that things happen for a reason.I just hope another house comes along that we can afford.
Today I came home from work, and had to fight off the urge to go to bed right away. I had to get up I cleaned my room up as good as can be. I cleaned the bathroom out, got all the old products out of the bathroom, I cleaned the counters off and found a lot of stuff that was just old and out of date, I threw it all away.
I felt better but then Kailey threw a fit and I had to drag her to her room and spank her butt! I hated to do that but it is honestly getting old telling her to go to bed and then having to argue and hear her whine. She is a real whiner, and she has gotten me real stressed out here lately if I get stressed enough I end up praying to the porcelain god and begging for it to stop.
Well I am tired and I am going to bed now. Sorry blog has been so lame here lately I will step it up a bit more later ;-)
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