So the memorial day weekend was good. Although we did nothing we said we were going to do, found out all my friends are having boys! Yes everyone I know that is pregnant (6 people) are all having boys!!!! So this makes me wonder if we are doomed to have a GIRL just because all the boys are taken (jk) or are we destined to have a boy because it seems like the season... I mean you can look at it from both angles. Now it just depends on our luck. lol.
So while luck may play a part in our babies fate as to what sex it will be.. we have our fingers crossed in hopes that it will be male!!! Either way I am sure we will be happy with it, as long as it is healthy and does not have colic, we have already been there and got the bald spot and T-shirt for that event and we don't want to go back. IF this baby has colic we are going to request someone else raise it for 6 months... lol maybe even a village ha ha... cause that is about what it takes, I don't know how I survived.
I am just praying for a happy healthy baby, with no complications, and a planned delivery, because in this day and age you can't plan enough.
I think my cousin is going to throw me a small baby shower, by small I mean, I am not sure who will come, as I have no friends, and I definitely have no family, just buddy and Kailey, I mean I have a mother, but during my first pregnancy she didn't come to my baby shower cause she was having a mentally off week, so she spent the weekend of my shower in the nut house!
My brother is no longer married so his wife can't come up with an excuse for not being there this time, instead the only excuse she has is she doesn't exist lol. My friend Michelle lives over 3000 miles away, so I guess we are just gonna wait until we find out what we are having, I will let my cousin Erin arrange the baby shower, and maybe she can scrape together a few acquaintances and we can have a good ole time.
But at the same time, I am not cool with that. I mean for the past 3 years I have went to about a dozen baby showers, all had about 30 to 100 people at them, which put Kailey's baby shower to shame cause well it had all of 5 people at it. I feel bad I don't have more friends and family.... I wish I did. Most of my "friends" wouldn't come cause they aren't what you call real friends, they are all more of acquaintances. I don't make it a daily deal to hang out with people, most of the time it is just me hanging out with Erin. I don't really get out much, unless it is with Buddy, and these days I am sick all the time... so its not like I am just gonna magically make friends!
Oh well, I am happy though, without all the strings and things. I mean I think I would like it if I had someone to talk to more often. Most of my friends are at work, but other than that we don't take our relationships home with us. We are friends, I don't consider them acquaintances cause most of them I have known for a while and just cause we don't go to the movies or have girls nights don't mean nothing. Cause even me and my old friend Anna didn't get to do that shit.
So, hopefully Friday we will find out what we are having, and if we don't I don't know when we will know. It is kinda getting annoying not knowing. I want to know so we can start planning it's room and maybe even slowly buying things cause we don't have ANYTHING at all. Kailey is 5, we got rid of all her stuff as she out grew it because our house is too small and cluttered up to have all that stuff stored inside of it. If we had put it in a storage building the mice would have gotten to it. So we just gave it to other moms who needed it. All her clothes. bottles, pacifiers, toys, you name it and you need it for baby it is gone.
So I will close for now, I am tired and expect to start getting sick soon. Nothings seems to help with the Nausea or the vomiting. I am sick of being sick!
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