THE WEEKEND SUCKED

So, Friday I could have went to Carol Ann's Party at the Crown and Goose, but instead, so my friend and my cousin and her cousins could have a good time I decided hey I will be nice and drive them all on Saturday night.

So Friday I did nothing but lay around the house and clean... that was about it. Saturday I finished cleaning got ready in a hurry and my cousin Erin and I took care of all kinds of stuff before going out. Erin started drinking to early, but it was her birthday and that is what she wanted to do. Now all these girls didn't have a birthday on this specific day... they all had birthday's in April though and it was to go out for that reason for EVERYONE not just Erin.

Erin is obnoxious, especially when drunk. She says and does things not meaning to offend anyone and yet she did... she offended Anna and I got yelled at for it. But before all that we were at a drag show and we were all hanging out having a good time. Erin and Anna had went down stairs and when they came back Anna told me about how Erin had told some gay guys that she was her date and they had been dating for 6 months or some crazy crap. We went out side to smoke, and everything seemed great. We went down Stairs to get pizza, and that is when things turned south. I wasn't feeling well at this point, and a Migraine had set in. I was having a good time then though. But then everyone decided they were going to leave. Brandi, Laura, Ashley, Devon and Tiffany were leaving to go to Cotton Eyed Joe. Stephanie and the couple that was with her were going to the Joe to. Anna Erin and I left to take Anna back to her car cause that is what Anna wanted to do.

So I was driving Anna, back to her car, and she finally BLEW up at Erin, Erin called her a Blond Bitch and had been joking around about how she is an alcoholic, but she was drunk, she had been repeating herself all night. But instead of say "hey Erin that is annoying I don't want no trouble please don't call me that anymore" Anna waited till we were all stuck in the car and JUST WENT OFF. Which really was fine with me if that was how she wanted to handle it, but I was not getting involved this is my cousin, and that is my best friend.

These two ladies are both adults, 25 and 30 years old! These are not Teenagers. I can't control them weather they are adults or Teenagers and I can't make either of them happy. My friend Anna is mad at me because of the way my boyfriend acts with her. Which is how he acts with everyone but Erin. He hasn't got a problem with any of these people, he just isn't a people person.

He don't talk to people, unless he is drinking, but Erin is up in his face and she lived with us for a long time when she first moved here from AZ and he had to get use to her and he got real comfortable with her being around so he is very much like he is with me with her.

So Erin and Anna fought for like over an hour. I got yelled at for allowing my cousin to talk to Anna the way she did, but you know what I DON"T CONTROL MY COUSINS MOUTH! I was not OK with the situation but out of DIS-RESPECT for me both continued to fight in my vehicle! They didn't give to shits and I voiced my opinion with Erin about that on the way home! I didn't appreciate Anna yelling at me in the truck as if I had done something to just totally ruin her night! I didn't do shit. Her attitude and the way she chose to handle ERIN were the problem. Erin's Attitude and the way she kept acting were the other end of the problem! Neither of which I have any control. So how did this all become my fault? Not sure.

I got yelled at, I finally slammed on my brakes threw it in park and I was like

LOOK HERE YOU TWO ARE FUCKING ADULTS, YOU KNOW WHY I AM ALLOWING YALL TO TALK TO EACH OTHER LIKE THIS BECAUSE I HAVE NO FUCKING CONTROL OVER WHAT FALLS OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS I DID NOTHING AND I AM NOT GETTING IN THE MIDDLE OF IT. (these were not my exact words, it was almost 2am and I was tired).)

This didn't make them stop, out of disrespect they continued to fight, ERIN running her mouth.... and Anna counteracting what she said. You know I have never thought of Anna as being one to dirty fight, especially with her words, but she finally just told Erin that she was Successful, Married, and had 4 kids and she was just jealous of all of that! I thought this was just DIRTY, I am sorry but no one cares bout all that. I don't go around spitting on people who ain't got all that especially people who are already down and out, which would be some of the random things Erin went on about. I have a great job, I feel successful but I would never throw that in any ones face. I don't care if I felt they deserved it or not. That made me offended a bit I am not married.... but I don't want to be. I could have gotten married many times to buddy, but I chose not to. So what does that say about me in my friends eyes? I also don't want 4 kids! I will settle for 2 and remain unmarried.

I love my friend Anna, but if she is willing to take one night and make it into something I did wrong I am sorry that one night is all it takes to take away a friendship of many years, and especially over something I had nothing to do with.

Sorry I didn't stand up for you and scream and yell at my cousin, I know you are 30 years old so I assumed you were able to do that for yourself (which you did for quite a period before you yelled at me) Sorry I didn't raise your hand for you when they asked at the club who all had a birthday... I can't make that happen for you. I hung out with you I didn't let you feel left out or like you weren't equal to all my other accompanying friends. Actually I didn't really hang out with any of the other girls that came! So I did my part as your friend by not blowing you off. So I am sorry that you feel that I am a shitty friend! I hope you realize this one day and we can be good friends again. But until then I honestly just don't need stress, I am tired, wore out, and this Pregnancy is whooping my ass, I didn't even need to be out that night, but I went cause I wanted to have a good time with my friends, which would have happened but couldn't so I am sorry that my cousin Erin Offended you but I have nothing more to be sorry about! As I did nothing wrong!