My Life In The Heartland!: Easter has come and gone

So Easter has come and gone. My miss Emma is getting so big. I am from my car on my Android smart phone its a touch screen and it takes forever to type. My goal is to photo blog each day from here on out so look-out for my lovely girls on here a lot. I had initially planned to blog a pic of Emma everyday... so we could all watch her grow but because I work FULL time and then am a full time mom it is hard as hell. I don't even get on Facebook anymore. I like to read BBC nov 2011 moms birthboard but I barely get to do that. So here is a video from this month

So I got to thinking today I am getting to the point where I care to much about what other people think. I have actually gotten myself all upset over my hair.... WHY? You ask! I have post-pardum hair, not only due to the fact that I had a child, but the anesthesia from past surgery, and the epidural all in the last 12 months has just fried my hair. Normally this isn't that big of a deal to me because quite frankly my appearance shouldn't matter, but to most the person on the inside gets the boot while your superficial outside is the best part of you.

I don't normally give two shits what people think of me. I honestly would rather spend my life enjoying the little things rather than stressing over hair and makeup. If this is what I need for you to like me then I normally don't care for your superficial ass... and can care less what you think of me.

I have my off days where I actually start feeling down about this stuff, but my hair is in such a shape I can't do anything with it. I have had it cut about a half dozen times and it just gets worse or stays the same. I am so sick of it being SO bad... I have been very depressed about it.

Yes I know, what a stupid thing to be depressed about. I am going tomorrow to get it dyed cause it is graying very badly but still I am so bummed out about my hair and its horrible looks. I wish that it would look better. I have never been real girly, and am not into styling my hair, just blow dry and brush... but here lately I can't even blow dry it... it just looks worse the more I do to it.

I don't care about make-up at all.. it takes too long to do it and make it look good. I love people like Tiona who say "It only takes me 5 minutes to do my makeup" and 30 minutes later she is still messing with her eyes... It don't make sense to me to waste your life in front of the mirror doing your makeup and claiming it only takes 5 minutes when in reality you do this everyday for like 2 hours.

Well this is my depressing rant for the day.. Sorry I will be more funny next time.