So Emma is a great joy to have, very thankful for her. Kailey is a great big sister. She is a big help, she even throws away diapers for me. I love that kid. But in recent days Kailey has become a big liar. My mother has put it in her head that telling lies is an OK thing. Not in my house. It is making buddy mad.
This morning when I arrived back home from the doctor he asked her if she had touched his PS3 controllers cause they weren't on the charger. When she said no he asked if I had touched them. I said no. Then he kept asking her and she kept saying no. So she was sent to her room for lieing. I know little kids lie, and especially if they think they are going to get in trouble. She told me she did she was going to try to play a game but I think she thought she would have gotten into more trouble if she had said yes.
I got yelled at, because buddy thought that I may be lieing about touching the PS3 controler. I think that is just childish it is a playstation not a personal phone or something private. I am not sure why it was that big of a deal. He told me he was double checking just in case he was punishing kailey for no reason.
She was not being punished for the PS3 controller but for the fact that she lied. She lied for my mother about seeing Gina at walmart and I am not sure if she lied about my mother saying anything to her or not. My mom likes to act childish sometimes. She and Gina arent getting along and Gina says mom cussed at her while she was in the wal-mart. I wouldn't really care if she didn't have Kailey with her, luckly Emma was at home.
Buddy is hell bent my mother not watch our girls anymore. We are just wanting Kailey to follow the rules and know the limits. My mother doesn't follow the rules or know the limits.
Back to Emma. Emma is getting to be a big girl. She is almost 2 months old. She is making noises now, and is just about the sweetest baby ever. She isn't fussy. She even let me sleep last night :-). I woke up this morning thinking something was wrong cause normally she has me up at 5 am but at 6 am she was sleeping soundly. She went to bed about 11:30 and was up with me at 6:30. Kailey didnt have school today so I just got on up and got ready cause I had a doc appointment.
I went to my OBGYN. He told me there was medicine he could give me if my milk starts to go away.. which I have had horrible problems with my milk. It is either good... which today it was not... I didn't pump for 6 hours I got up at 6 am and pumped and got about 2 ounces and then I pumped again at noon when I got back from the doctor and I only got an ounce.
It is really frustrating and I am worried that if I wait to long there wont be anything to get it back. it will just be gone :-(. Since I do not get wic, buddy is laid off, and I am going back to work in 2 weeks I need to make more milk so that Emma wont have to be on formula. It is ok that she have formula but formula is horribly expensive.
Breast milk will make her really fat... but I would rather have free fatty milk over no milk and no money....
Well just thought I would update a bit. I know I don't blog much but I have had my hands full.
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