So I am tired, I haven't been able to sleep, I am as crampy as ever, I am sure I am already dilating.... and I have a weird pain in my back. I am not being bitchy and I am not being mean, and I am trying not to whine.
I described my back pain on FB yesterday, and well some of my friends say it sounds like my gallbladder... I am not sure if I should be alarmed I am assuming it would be quite excruciating if it were my gallbladder I don't think it is. It is a pain as if someone poked me internally a few times very hard.
Buddy went to work this morning, not sure why it is raining. I am surprised he isn't home yet... they normally don't work in the rain. I figured he would be back at home by 9am. These things make me wonder!!! If he gets sick are they going to pay him for his time off? Cause being out in this cold ass rain is not going to work wonders on his body... just make him sick!
So we go to Cincinnati in 22 more days! WOW... it is still quite far away. On a different note Kailey has been invited to her first school friend's party. Sad thing is that it is on the 29th. We already have Dallas's Birthday and the Halloween block party... so I think we are going to get Tyson a birthday card and send his mommy a thank you card for inviting Kailey. Though I am sure she doesn't even know Kailey from Ava in her class.... I am just happy she invited Kailey.
When I was a kid we were always the kids that didn't get invited to any party's not only cause no one wanted to put up with our mom, but because we were the poor kids and they figured we wouldn't get them anything anyways. I don't intend on leaving any kids out of the invites, but also don't want Kailey being left out of being invited. The worse part is I take Kailey to about 20 Birthday party's a year of friends kids, NONE ever come to hers! On January 13th the only kids that show up to Kailey's Birthday are my cousin Erin's little girl, and use to be Anna's Kids. But hopefully that will change or we will just quit having birthday party's outside of home, we will make it seem like Kailey's Birthday is special at home and wont make a big deal out of "outside party's" and I just wont take Kailey to other birthday party's and she just wont know a difference.
I just hope that now that Kailey is in school that Birthdays will be more special. It is not about getting gifts it is about spending your day playing with your friends because you were born and you are the ultimate gift.... when no one shows up it makes you feel like no one cares or likes you and you just feel all alone. So I hope Kailey never has to feel that!
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