Tired to the extreme

OK, so I am so sick and SO tired. I feel like I haven't slept in for ever. I can not keep my eyes opened and i am not sure what is up with this, I am congested, keep getting gagged and cant seem to make heads nor tales of what is wrong. I have almost lost my voice as well.

I want to go back to bed SO bad right now. I am trying everything to get myself awake. I wish I could go get coffee but the thought of it makes me wanna gag so I best not. This morning I got horribly ill while taking a shower and I felt so sick afterwards I just wanted to crawl back in to bed. I wish that I could just go home :-(.

Last night I got home and was already tired. Briar was fidgety and kept playing with a broken metal chair he would put all his weight on it while it was leaning it made me real nervous cause I was afraid he was going to cause the bent metal pipe to break and stab him. I could just see it happening so I had to just take the chair away lol.

He also threw a fit about a cupcake, he wanted a cupcake and acted like if he didn't get one he was going to die of starvation any moment. If and when Kailey gets that way (which she never has) I would whoop her ass cause all the whining though some of the stuff he said was hilarious is just too much stress on one adult to have to deal with. I have popped Kailey's mouth for less. Because I don't think a child should be allowed to just sit and make any adult 100% miserable to the point that adult can't sit or do anything without being at that child's beck and call.

I wouldn't allow Kailey to do this to anyone, and especially me! I have made it clear to Kailey I don't work for nor does she own me, so we will treat each other as we should. She is my baby girl and although that is true and I love her I don't let her treat me like a door mat.

I love children, but at the same time I expect a certain amount of respect that is not readily given by them. Especially Kailey. Though I expect it out of them I will never get it because I know that children of certain ages don't understand the meaning of the word's nor the actions.

We went after dinner to the playground at Eaton's. It was nice, my cousin Missy and her 2 sons showed up and they played with Kailey and Briar. I was happy to get out of the house but to tired to do so.

I wish I could get strength and energy back lol.